Fortunately, not everyone experiences these effects. But when they do occur, they’re not always acknowledged—or even recognized—as being connected to the medication.

In Nikki’s case, some of the changes were subtle. She dressed differently. She acted differently. Nothing seemed alarming on the surface. Yet once she withdrew from the drugs, she realized she hadn’t felt like herself for years.

Her mind could absorb information at lightning speed, yet she struggled to make sense of the world around her. She began drinking heavily. She left college during her senior year. Stress and irritability became constant companions. Her physical and mental unwellness grew so overwhelming that working—and eventually even leaving the house—became nearly impossible.

This is why awareness matters. Not to cast blame, but to help others recognize what we didn’t know at the time. Our story isn’t everyone’s story, but it may offer insight for those searching for answers on their own path to wellness.