*Although we wrote this post together, we have chosen to present the following through Mom’s eyes.
The facts left unspoken
It’s unfortunate how often the realities of prescription drugs are minimized or left unspoken. The truth is that a drug is still a drug, even when it comes in a familiar orange bottle—and that simple fact is rarely acknowledged in conversations about treatment.
A prescription drug can create significant physical or mental changes, ideally with the intention of bringing relief or improving well-being. Simply in hopes of a positive reaction.
In some ways, this isn’t entirely different from why people turn to street drugs—both are often taken in hopes of feeling better, whether that means easing pain or experiencing a sense of relief the body has been craving.
For some, that desired reaction may come in the form of a high or a temporary escape from discomfort they haven’t been able to resolve on their own.
My daughter Nikki has been open about her experiences. She shared that many of the medications she was prescribed initially produced a high, almost euphoric effect. At times, she felt as if she were soaring, seeing the world in sharp, prismatic detail. During these moments, her pain disappeared briefly.
But after each new drug, the feeling shifted quickly. What once felt comforting became unnatural, and her pain eventually returned—often worse than before. With unimaginable side effects.
Nikki never used street drugs and didn’t drink excessively. Yet while on prescription medications, she found herself craving that elevated, euphoric state. That craving led her to drink more than she ever had. When she finally recognized what was happening, she fought hard for her sobriety and began the difficult work of reclaiming control.
After withdrawing from the medications, the craving for that artificial high became even stronger. It’s difficult to understand, especially knowing how unwell she often felt while taking those drugs. Still, her body and mind continued to reach for the very sensation that had caused so much harm.
This aspect of her treatment—the potential for dependence, the emotional and physical aftermath—was never discussed with her.
Still today Nikki continues to face challenges from her years on a mental health prescription drug treatment program.
For years we were hopeful that Nikki’s body and mind would return as it once was before the drugs. But unfortunately, even though Nikki has gotten stronger in many ways, her sensitivities have increased and her past memories still haven’t returned.
Prescription medications can offer tremendous, even lifesaving, benefits. But those benefits are strongest when they’re paired with awareness—awareness of how uniquely each of us responds to treatment.
Awareness means recognizing that:
Everyone is different
No single treatment plan works for everyone
Chemical sensitivities are real and can shape how medications are tolerated
Underlying conditions may affect a diagnosis or quietly influence how a drug affects someone
Our journey may look very different from yours. You may not experience chemical sensitivities, or you may not have hidden factors like glutamate issues or thyroid disease influencing your reactions. Still, by sharing our story openly, we hope to offer insight that helps you navigate your own wellness path with greater clarity and confidence.
Note: All information in “Nikki’s Story and Mom’s Story” are based on detail journals covering seven years of Nikki’s life on prescription drugs.
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